i was panicking that i was forgetting what you look like
keep thinking I should do something but nah
Need my monk prison death sentence haircut back
SITS IN CORNER FACING THE WAL
selfish spiteful mornings and suffocating silent nights
My heart is broken A muscle malfunctioning Not fit for purpose
My corner shop only sells cancer and concrete
just want something to soften the edges of my distress
A day of thinking of being touched and not wanting to be touched Saturday A day
No drama Except the shit I have in my head
I'm not a monster I am a monster
It's dark and quiet and nothing can hurt me now The day demons are dead
SITS IN CORNER FACING THE WAL
The horror of waking up as myself. Again
I'm not a monster I am a monster
Poking wounds with rusty spoons
nothing happened though i have to recover like something did
I give too many fucks I’m a careless fuck giver A promiscuous worrier
love songs are kind of abstracted to me because of how my life was is … SHRUGS
Sweating is far too polyester abhorrent Lightly perspiring Awaiting correspondence
love songs are kind of abstracted to me because of how my life was is … SHRUGS
I only want your vision Not some useless other idea of you
YES THAT IS MY OBSESSION
Big soft pig cushion