NETTLE BOY

silently screaming and contorting myself into awful shapes

love songs are kind of abstracted to me because of how my life was is … SHRUGS

Sweating is far too polyester abhorrent Lightly perspiring Awaiting correspondence

love songs are kind of abstracted to me because of how my life was is … SHRUGS

i was panicking that i was forgetting what you look like

I only want your vision Not some useless other idea of you

My only talent is for dreamless sleep As we dig deeper into The hated months

Stretched out again Like a long legged goose Or something

I tell the truth against my nature or with you the daylight sneaks in

SITS IN CORNER FACING THE WAL

i thoughtyou wanted some kind of sci fi artschool continental time zone cocks and cunts opera

selfish spiteful mornings and suffocating silent nights

I’m gonna watch tv now and try not to think about anything ever

YES THAT IS MY OBSESSION

Who hasn't lived in fear of the me outside and the me inside

all the beauty I’m not and the intimacy I’m not having It’s a full time job

ppl with fewer feelings and nothing In common get married all the time

I hate myself But all my demons are my own

i sleeps with the fridges

The horror of waking up as myself. Again

Any fucker who says it’s artistic and temperament of artist can fuck right off Mentally illness sucks

Garden of ugh

My only talent is for dreamless sleep As we dig deeper into The hated months