Existential dieting
I can’t hardly breathe in daylight
Weird is better than all them other fuckrrs who aren't you
what would 80s LL COOL J do?
SITS IN CORNER FACING THE WAL
ppl with fewer feelings and nothing In common get married all the time
I only want your vision Not some useless other idea of you
love songs are kind of abstracted to me because of how my life was is … SHRUGS
It's dark and quiet and nothing can hurt me now The day demons are dead
My heart is broken A muscle malfunctioning Not fit for purpose
I hate myself But all my demons are my own
Me I’ll overthink myself into 500 years of doubt and self murder
love songs are kind of abstracted to me because of how my life was is … SHRUGS
My heart is broken A muscle malfunctioning Not fit for purpose
Just a git
My mind destroys worlds Have some
what would 80s LL COOL J do?
Stretched out again Like a long legged goose Or something
A day of thinking of being touched and not wanting to be touched Saturday A day
just want something to soften the edges of my distress
Any fucker who says it’s artistic and temperament of artist can fuck right off Mentally illness sucks
A day of thinking of being touched and not wanting to be touched Saturday A day
waking life is one long apology I am truly sorry
silently screaming and contorting myself into awful shapes