Existential dieting
all the beauty I’m not and the intimacy I’m not having It’s a full time job
just want something to soften the edges of my distress
I'm not a monster I am a monster
Denial and repression keep me breathing
Greedy pig life
Existential dieting
To own desired objects
People pour their own desire into what they don’t know or see or something
I give too many fucks I’m a careless fuck giver A promiscuous worrier
ppl with fewer feelings and nothing In common get married all the time
i was panicking that i was forgetting what you look like
I can’t hardly breathe in daylight
Need my monk prison death sentence haircut back
I’m gonna watch tv now and try not to think about anything ever
Me I’ll overthink myself into 500 years of doubt and self murder
arse piece *giggle*
i thoughtyou wanted some kind of sci fi artschool continental time zone cocks and cunts opera
ppl with fewer feelings and nothing In common get married all the time
House sleepers important too
I can’t hardly breathe in daylight
I tell the truth against my nature or with you the daylight sneaks in
keep thinking I should do something but nah
Greedy pig life