YES THAT IS MY OBSESSION
I hate myself But all my demons are my own
My heart is broken A muscle malfunctioning Not fit for purpose
No drama Except the shit I have in my head
Far far away In non-artist land
Does nothing - shocker!
I do want to add cooking to the very short list of thing I do which consists of basically sleeping and worrying
House sleepers important too
Any fucker who says it’s artistic and temperament of artist can fuck right off Mentally illness sucks
Just a git
I only want your vision Not some useless other idea of you
keep thinking I should do something but nah
arse piece *giggle*
My only talent is for dreamless sleep As we dig deeper into The hated months
I only want your vision Not some useless other idea of you
just want something to soften the edges of my distress
I'm not a monster I am a monster
Everything dusty Springfield or dusty bin
No drama Except the shit I have in my head
I do want to add cooking to the very short list of thing I do which consists of basically sleeping and worrying
Denial and repression keep me breathing
At any other point in history I wouldve been dead for years
all the beauty I’m not and the intimacy I’m not having It’s a full time job
just want something to soften the edges of my distress